My birthday is in 12 days. I don’t know why I’m so excited, but I totally am.

So, I’ve been realizing that I have expectations about college– about what is wrong and right for college and me in it. I can’t say exactly what it is. I can’t say exactly, but I know it when I feel it. I’ve had a really good time since I got to UNR, and other than English I even like all my classes, but because I’m not working my ass off or surrounded by ‘intellectuals’ I feel like I’m doing something bad. That’s not fair to me and it doesn’t allow me to really be where I am, which keeps me from fully enjoying myself and cheats the people around me of my full engagement.

I’m gonna think on this some more, but for right now I’m going to sleep cause this college student has class in the morning.